List for 8th June:
- Sam (get rid of)
- Lyssandra (consider making a call)
- 200$ cash (hide)
- Old-school camera (check it's value&sell)
- Random jewelry (Check value&sell)
- Two spoonfulls of cottage cheese and an apple (too much!)
- 63lbs (fat cow!!)

I was very weak yesterday. It's been such a big downhill with my body while I've been in DE. I never imagined I could possibly get this...sick? It's not the word I should use. I know I'm not sick, I'm just not trying hard enough to be strong. I was weak, I collapsed, it's a big shame enough. But then there suddenly was Rain to witness that moment. My sweet Rain and some young hooker boy named Toby. They tried to help me. Rain wanted me to eat a cookie what made me yelling at her. How I regret that, my anger burst to her. She doesn't deserve it. But there's no way to tell her, I eat when I eat, and that's when I'm absolutely alone. Extra-safe and alone.
I didn't sleep last night at all. I didn't feel like, so I took a look around the uptown area. So many fancy houses, with painted facades. One looked like from fairytale. Pink and mint green stuff, no fences, cameras or alarm systems. It was easy target. It was easy, even there was the house owner around, I sneaked upstairs, grabbed some shit worth of few hundred bucks, sneaked out and she caught me holding a laundry bag full of the shit on her yard. It was a fatty teenage cow, dressed up like blown up manga creature. And I enjoyed every bit of it. Got warmed up with the easy lies, played my game well. Yet she must have been scared of something, cos she pointed me with whipped cream spray. I barely could hold my poker face and not bursted into laughter. She ate my bait, or prolly she was just a rich bitch who didn't care if I took her cute lil rings and necklaces. Daddy will buy her new ones anyways.
I didn't sleep on the next day either. I got busy selling my jewels. Met a bimbo pink-haired girl Sam, to who I sold one of the jewels. She gave me 200$ for that, how freakin idiot, right?! Guess it was all kitch, not like real gem stones, but who knows...I might have made a mistake. Anyways, it was quick-cash. I'll have to work on more propely with the rest of the catch.
One thing is sure, I can't continue like this, hunting around all night long and not sleeping. I'm getting worse, my body just refuses cooperating. I fell on too deep sleep at Red Herring's and miss Scavenger got on me. Lyssandra. It took all my energy, to have that conversation with her. Words are the only weapon I can stab with, and it was hard to hit cos she's squirmy like snake. I've saved two girls from her nails. Rain and Sam. God forgive me for not saving more of them. And what Lyssandra did? She tried to catch me like I was one of her pray. Offered this and that, threatened with that and whatnot. Actually...honestly, Zero... isn't this what you enjoy the most? To play the big games? Did you loose your trust to yourself, fat cow? Since when? Now, are you gonna throw that apple away and finish your goddamit list?