With recent events, and multiple deadlines coming fast, my uncle dying, final projects in school, a major explosion while I was on call, and about half of my teeth getting pulled, along with Pagan's procedure, and another coming up for him, I can't say I am in the best states of mind right now. I need to take a moment to breathe, and try to gather myself. I will still be Rping in DE when I get the chance, and even working on story lines, but a lot of things I am going to pass along to other staffers. This is because I don't want to accidentally take my frustration and just all around turn into a crank ass on you guys, when you have been nothing but awesome. But, I know I have it in me be the meanest person on the sim if I am pushed, so it is easier for me to take a couple weeks to gather myself, and get back on my own path... I will be back as a full admin as soon as I get myself settled and in a better place. You don't deserve me at anything less than my best, and right now I am far from being my best.

Love ya all,

Shade.