Okay folks, her introduction and the first entrys to her diary you can read here:
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Free.
I walked with Shadow in the outskirts of Dead Drop, we had a longer ... let us call it conversation. I hope she does not hate me for making her tell me secrets she did perhaps not even know herself. I understand her now - and respect her way, and I also understand myself much better now.
But it is difficult, I never learned to drop my guard since it would had been my death in the past I lived and survived. But I am trying and getting better I think, I had some incident with a gangster, violent and tough guy, but also smart and cunning. Some days ago one of us would have died with a knife in the belly, now I managed to stay my blade and am thankful for it.
I misused Shadow as an ideal, forcing her into a role that is not her and that was wrong. So now we are both free of false expections.

Still searching for a girl for flatsharing, it is more difficult than I imagined. Well I got enough proposals by men but I have no intention for offering my cunny for a place to sleep. IN that case I prefer my sleeping bag in the backroom of MArcellos. By the way, my boss and the club are the only solid things in my life, I am thankful for that.

Tried to text that little reporter for some time but got no reaction, guess I got her number wrong. But does not matter...

Yesterday I met that police officer again. I have been nice to him, danced for him and even offered a little more. I think he is quite into me, I should advance that since a contact in the DEPD would come handy when trouble stirs.

I also met Kira, the other manager at Marcellos.
Have to admit she intrigues me in some ways, will have to be careful if I don ´t wanna wake up with some collar round my little neck. I just do not understand what she is doing actually since she does not dance, the security is my job and I never saw her at the bar. But that is Axels cigar, not mine. I don´t know what will become of that, time will tell, I hope she does not mistake the way I run sexually for the way I run in life and mistakes me that I would be obedient. Her ass is way too pretty to kick it, but perhaps I can persuade her into the catfight.

I am excited what this day will bring 😈