Deus leaves the house on crutches and takes off as fast as they can take him. He stops, midway, to vomit as he thinks about what he's just done. He goes back to the only place he knows other than with her....the place where he grew up...where he hid all those years as a kid. He'd be safe there...he hoped. He needed to heal...he needed to get his mind back....he needed.....he needed her. And he'd just destroyed her.