(( IC events have given me inspiration to actually start a diary. As with Rigor... This appears to be a complete new chapter for Aisha as well ))

So it has happened, it didn't take as long as I expected. My body gave up, stress, exhaustion, drugs, alcohol and diabetes doesn't appear to be the best combination. Two weeks ago I collapsed in the Titty Twister at Hathian. I tried to get out, find fresh air or even call an ambulance but that man who had been following me since the passed days beat me to it. Kidnapped me right under the eyes of the employees. Took me to a pharmacy and gave me that shot of insulin my body was craving. However he even knew, he must have had his mind on me for a long while. Silently lurking in the darkness, awaiting his moment to strike. It scares me how much we are alike.

Three days, he held me, I was too weak to fight, too weak to run. I kept asking what he wanted of me, why he helped me. With the cops looking for us, we went from hide out to hide out. Each time he carried me, in the midst of the night so none would see. I tested him, challenged him and at the very last moment phsyically. Still weak from the diabetic attack, I stood no chance. In honesty, I'd never have.

Logan beat me, on every level. The three days he held me, he examined me. Studied me, my behavior, the way I spoke, my background, ... All of which leading to his claim, on me. For the first time in months, I belong again. It scares me, months I've been on my own. Working for myself, being strong but most of all alone. I've been taught to follow, never to lead. I've been lost, reckless and a true pain in the ass for the HPD the time I've spent in Hathian.

Logan picked me up, healed me and sheltered me. He reads me like no other, we are one in every way. I told him of my business, my plans for the city of Dead End. Without much surprise he complimented me on the work, joining me in my challenge.

The Doz Equis have crossed a line. Athena tried to set a hit on Marcello Ricci, Lidia tried to start a war with the Ricci family. I can no longer act as a neutral party, mediating and keeping that fragile line of peace between them. It's time for us to choose sides. My official business, Unite!, needs protection and the Doz Equis are no longer able to provide that. I'm forced to turn my back to them and join forces with the Ricci family. Having set up a meeting between Mr. Ricci and Shade, I've brought two sides with a common goal together.

A fragile alliance it would be, to say the very least. Not unlike the alliance Logan has set up with the Ricci family, benefitial as long as there is a common enemy. How will our alliance proceed if we succeed? What will happen once the power in town has been distributed? It are questions wandering through my mind, questions I shouldn't be asking myself right now.

The Doz is far from the biggest threat in town, these so called vigilantes. Miscreants, hiding behind a mask, too scared to reveal themselves. No more but criminals, hedonists with their own agenda. Already harboring a dark truth, their little show, the so called death of Jack the Irish killer. They worry me, threatening all that has been built. The fragile alliances we are setting up, our businesses and our own dark agendas. I've received my orders concerning Nexus, I'll do as I do best, as I always have.