After finding a grubby ledger in the trash outside the hospital, Helen starts to keep her findings in this new place.

Smilesday:
I woke up this morning with a huge headache, reeking of bad plastic and with fresh tattoos on my arms. So disgusting to feel this way. I do remember walking out and seeing a strange man with a large needle, but he was probably lost there too.

Went to town and met a nice woman at the bar. She gave me a can filled with peppers. I don't know how to explain this diary, but she didn't seem to like cooking. Went to the pizza place and got some leftover pizza from the trash, had no money or food on me. Went to sleep at the docks after feeding self, was cold and damp.

Went back to town and met a strange woman. She used really long and hard words, didn't understand her much. After seeing her, I met a nice tall man. He gave me advice and hints, but he was a bit too strong looking me. He was in so much pain..the scars were everywhere! But his girlfriend came by soon, so it was all okay.

Met a man in the evening, he was nice. He gave me a shower and a job at Lulu's as a dancer. They fed me there and gave me clothing. Am excited to work there! I also met a really kind lady..Am cleaning her apartment now, will need to sleep with her soon. She says she likes that sort of things, so I will. Kiss kiss and good night, onto happyday!