《2･27》
hi Colette,
I was wit Michiaki&Hina then Dominik comes... 
but before all was OK I was in bath with hina
we talk of very hard dificult stuff like pain. 
She notice my scaring in my hands end arm from sad time ..
from when try to kil selfI did not no hina had son dead
of suiside and when I learn about it 
I became sad... feel bad I about my life so easy..
for Hina I will stay strong I make big promise !!

after michiaki come home we go shack garage.
Dominik come too & dom while scary he became kind en care..
we are big nice family I ♥ my family ! So michiaki go show me
he make bombs and how and its so coool and exiting !!
we went to dead end city and we make every pallet of a place
go very loud BOOOM and we explode hahaha~~ was so fuunnyy.
But Michiaki is mabe gay? idk but I was have fun lol ☆
we have a lot fun & this family real family like when paige..
I miss old family but I cant stik to past so I move on
and I move in wit michiaki & kirvi they so kind to me! Finally..
finally people who see im not strong but im will to become strong.
Even if it take time even if it meen a lot of patiense I do best.
Meybe someday they see how hard I try en do best.
Nick en other ppl never see me do my best.. they will.

Later evening I see Lian en Nick n I hide in the bench under ..
I axidently make noise so suden everyone was in fist fight HAHA
~~naa so funny it es-- was ..but now back in bedroom I write!
Feel so comfy &  coshi... I love this people so.
Tomorro I tell michiaki truth about jess...i lied again...im scare.
Dominik   scare me so much when lie.. hope michiaki dont..

goodnight ♪